Winter Nights at 4am

So I'm dead awake at 4:42 AM, why must i continue to stay awake so late or should i say early at night. Mind you i live in Massachusetts and it's like 10 degrees out right now and i'm freezing my boobs off!!! Anyways, i've been feeling like a complete zombie for a couple of days now but i guess thats how I am during the winter; very nocturnal. Maybe i am blood related to some crazy vampire from Transylvania ehhh scratch that they dont exist right? haha but if i had superhuman powers i think my power would be *deep movie sound man voice**epic music* "SUPER NOCTURNAL WOMEN... WHO NEVER BLINKS.... DARE HER IN A NO SLEEPING CONTEST OR ......DIE..... TRYING!" muahaha! yeah i would so win that for sure. O_________O

So Anyways, I've been up mostly because I wrecked my sleep cycle during finals week and also i've been up dreading about my tuition for school and relationships with guys. I just hate the fact the world is SO SUPER revolved around money. I swear if i hear one more bill collector call me or get another bill i will explode. It sucks even more when you go out with people and feel like crap cuz it's like oh the pity girl with no money ahhhhh well thats what i imagine they would say. I just totally hate that feeling so I try my best to not get involved but i get dragged out anyway!

I always thought of considering those medical experiments and get money for them but it always ends up like this:

Me: *typing* "hmmm craigslist, i wonder if theres any gigs"

Craigslist: "GOT NO MONEY! CANT SLEEP? SIGN UP HERE!"

Me: "whoa im broke! hell yeah im up now reading this shit!"

Craigslist: "Sign up now if you think you have insomnia and get $500!"

Me: "ohhhhh yeahhh baby im so doing this"

*couple months past*

Me: i so should've done that

yeah the point is i never end up doing it no matter how excited i get. I don't know the thought of sleeping in a random room (if you happened to fall asleep) while people watch you is kinda creepy. It's like you have to watch your every move. You cant snore or even if you wanted to fart you couldn't because everything is recorded. Like you would have to do the sexy sweet innocent sleep like when your with your bf. Like sleep on one side and never move. i couldn't do it. Speaking of that i remembered hearing Prince would slap carmen electra if she didn;t wake up sexy after he woke up. which is CRAZYYY! she would have to wake up mad hella early to put makeup on and all that crap just so he can sweat her. I would be like get a damn perm before waking up to me biotch! His just way to women tranny looking for me.

Well people i am going to force myself to sleep before I never do!

Nightttt!

p.S try my new chat box you can leave a message just to say your hot baby LOL jk! :) k!

Kisses <3

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